"A Drawbridge Martyr"

(lyrics by: Brian Paone & RedStryke)

I don’t wanna know
I don’t wanna know what I said
I don’t wanna know what you thought
I don’t wanna know how you felt when you tried to sleep and

I don’t wanna think
I don’t wanna think that I lied
I don’t wanna think that you tried
I don’t wanna think that I’m okay because I’m not and

I don’t wanna be
I don’t wanna be the enemy
I don’t wanna be your specialty
I don’t wanna be what I’ve become when you’re set free and

I don’t wanna feel
I don’t wanna feel the hurt inside
I don’t wanna feel the pain I cried
I don’t wanna feel the knives tonight and how deep they cut

Somebody please tell me what to do
Somebody please tell me what to do
I’m okay, I’ll be fine
I’m okay

Hate to admit that I'm wrong but I know it
There's pain inside and you show it
My actions were done and subconscious
Felt right at the time but I knew it was nonsense
I'm at a struggle with your heart
And really don’t know what could have pushed me that far
But I know I can't take back what I did
But I'll do whatever it takes for you to forgive
I know it's a long shot
Don't wanna lose ya, you're all that I got
Hurting you so it was never in the plot
But I'm here to right my wrong and bring ya pain to a stop
Hope it's not too late, hope you haven't closed that gate
Your impact on my life, it just can't be replaced
I wish could go back in time but I can't
But I will show you today that I can make a change
Let’s go

Crickets in the sunlight, we stop and fight
Like crickets in the sunlight, we stop and fight
Crickets in the sunlight, we stop and fight
Like crickets in the sunlight, we stop and fight