(lyrics by: Brian Paone & Dave Ouellette)
Pain crushes you
I can reflect on my memories and see when you were so good and liked by me
I can remember your eyes and how graceful they were
And how graceful your body was and how much I grew up
And how much I grew up, and how much I grew to hate you
You knew I was hanging by my fingernails but you found a new hobby
You found a new hobby and that hobby was worse than killing me
You learned to love kicking me, and oh how you kicked me
And I wonder if you remember what I was really like
And I wonder if you remember what we were really like
And I wonder if you remember what you're really like
Maybe I didn't mean to hurt you
Don't you ever think of yourself
Guess when, guess who
Guess what, I'm dead
Can't we just breathe a breath of air
And make it all go away
And I want to ask myself one thing
Why do I wake up crying every fucking night
And where the Hell are you
Confusion rushes like a river
How can you forget about what we wanted
And how can you forget the words that killed and maimed you
I wonder how we can forget that night at your table
When you told me how you really felt
And I made so many promises, oh so many promises
And if I remember what was said
You made many promises, oh so many promises
And if I learned one thing through this heartache
Its promises are meant to be broken
And if you weren't so goddamn perfect
You'd realize the most important promise was broken by you
But you'll never believe that because you are the one who moved on
You broke your promise and lied to me and I guess I hate you
I guess I hate you, I guess I hate you and I don't know what else to do
Do you remember that night when the summer was cold
And you were hot with rage but cried ‘cause I had to leave
I ask you now, who really left who
I think it was you
Can't we just breathe a breath of air
And make it all go away
And I want to ask myself one thing
Why do I wake up crying every fucking night
And where the Hell are you
The sun hurts my eyes
Remembering the sun hurts my eyes
You stand in the sun's light
Your silhouette burns through
I can trace the beauty that you possess
I will never be close to you
I am afraid my life is gone
My love is fading away